I can't seem to shake this lethargic feeling I've been having lately. I really don't know what it could be. I'd at least thought that by doing my workouts again I'd have more energy … nope. I have been sleeping a lot more which is not a good thing. The last time I actually saw my Obstetrician in person, he wanted me to get tested to make sure I was in working order. All my life I have always been anemic. No matter the amounts of iron supplements I take or incorporating foods high in iron I eat, I can't seem to raise my red blood cell levels. Oh well … I'll eventually get to making that appointment.

From what I have been reading in other blogs written by friends and their friends, Nightskye's wedding was a beautiful one. Once again, congrats to the happy couple.

Well, Chris leaves next week Saturday for New York. I have to admit I am a bit nervous. He heads out to DC first then be in New York by the following Tuesday. With all that's been going on with the anthrax and terrorism, especially in those areas, I'll be a wreck the 8 days he's gone. He's kind of worried about all that is happening in the world, but we both agree that you can't have fear run your life. He's really looking forward to this trip. It's his first trip that he is taking without his parents. I have to admit that another reason I'm not on this trip with him (besides not being able to get a flight out on time) is that I wanted him to have a little freedom … not too much though. He's my first born and I need to get used to giving him a little more free range every now and then. He'll be leaving for college in three years and I'm going to hate that day. He better not get any ideas on his Japan trip in two years … I'll be on that trip for sure.

I don't know what is up with my attitude lately. I can't stand to be at work, and I'm having a little spat with John … if you can call it that. It can't be PMS cause that was last week. I guess I'm stressed, who knows. I really need to get out of this nasty funk I'm in soon. I hate when I get this way. Oh well … until I figure out what is up, I'll be here to vent.

Have a great weekend,

Hapa